I feel like a pig, please help me find the brightside to all of this =|?

don't worry, you're 14, it won't hurt you that much. as for the 8 pounds, your weight changes throughout the day because of your body's water levels. weigh yourself tomorrow morning, and i'm willing to bet you'll be back to your regular weight. as for the food, it happens to everyone; at least you went for a run right?